meditation - the science of the inner
"The heart is an adventurer,the explorer of the mysteries, the discoverer of all that is hidden. The heart is always on a pilgrimage. It is never satisfied, it has an innermost discontent, a spiritual discontent. It never settles anywhere. It is very much in love with movement, with dynamism.
When you go deep
into meditation it will happen again and again. A moment will come when your circumference and center are very close, and there is no barrier between them- not even a curtain- and you will hear the center loudly, clearly."
When we are totally in the present, we are in
contact with an inner source of life energy, from which healing and
peace arise, love, compassion, trust and creativity.
The source of our unhappiness, of
many problems and illnesses is the constant restless stream of our
thoughts.
Thoughts distract us from reality, the
present. Thoughts cloud our being, and we lose contact, we are cut off
from the present. Thoughts are never from the present, they are either
from the past or about the future.
There are hundreds of meditation techniques,
and certain techniques are more effective for certain
individuals than others. But the essence of all authentic meditation
techniques is the same: conscious witnessing of thoughts, emotions,
sensations, without judgements and goals. The resulting
gaps of silence , which will happen sooner or later, are healing
for body, mind and soul, because we remember our oneness with
existence.
In deep meditation we experience silence,
peace, oneness, deathlessness, love and
compassion.
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Be aware of your mental processes, how your
mind works. The moment you become aware of the functioning of your mind,
you are not the mind. The very awareness means that you are beyond:
aloof, a witness. And the more aware you become, the more you will be
able to see the gaps between the experience and the words. Gaps are
there, but you are so unaware that they are never seen. Between two
words there is always a gap, however imperceptible, however small.
Otherwise the two words cannot remain two; they will become one. Between
two notes of music there is always a gap, a silence. Two words or two
notes cannot be two unless there is an interval between them. A silence
is always there but one has to be really aware, really attentive, to
feel it.
The more aware you become, the slower the
mind becomes. It is always relative. The less aware you are, the faster
the mind is; the more aware you are, the slower the process of the mind
is. When you are more aware of the mind, the mind slows down and the
gaps between thoughts widen. Then you can see them.
It is just like a film. When a projector is
run in slow motion, you see the gaps. If I raise my hand, this has to be
shot in a thousand parts. Each part will be a single photograph. If
these thousands of single photographs pass before your eyes so fast that
you cannot see the gaps, then you see the hand raised as a process. But
in slow motion, the gaps can be seen.
Mind is just like a film. Gaps are there.
The more attentive you are to your mind, the more you will see them. It
is just like a gestalt picture; a picture that contains two distinct
images at the same time. One image can be seen or the other can be seen,
but you cannot see them simultaneously. It can be a picture of an old
lady, and at the same time a picture of a young lady. But if you are
focused on one, you will not see the other; and when you are focused on
the other, the first is lost. Even if you know perfectly well that you
have seen both images, you cannot see them simultaneously.
The same thing happens with the mind. If
you see words you cannot see the gaps, and if you see the gaps you
cannot see the words. Every word is followed by a gap and every gap is
followed by a word, but you cannot see both simultaneously. If you are
focused on the gaps, words will be lost and you will be thrown into
meditation.
A consciousness that is focused only on
words is non-meditative and a consciousness that is focused only on gaps
is meditative. Whenever you become aware of the gaps, the words will be
lost. If you observe carefully, you will not find words; you will only
find a gap.
You can feel the difference between two
words, but you cannot feel the difference between two gaps. Words are
always plural and the gap is always singular: "the" gap. They merge and
become one. Meditation is a focusing on the gap.
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Meditation is rest, absolute rest, a full
stop to all activity - physical, mental, emotional. When you are in such
a deep rest that nothing stirs in you, when all action as such ceases,
as if you are fast asleep yet awake, you come to know who you are.
Suddenly the window opens. It cannot be opened by effort, because effort
creates tension, and tension is the cause of our whole misery. Hence
this is something very fundamental to be understood that meditation is
not effort.
One has to be very playful about meditation,
one has to learn to enjoy it as fun. One has not to be serious about it
- be serious and you miss. One has to go into it very joyously. And one
has to keep aware that it is falling into deeper and deeper rest. It is
not concentration, just the contrary, it is relaxation. When you are
utterly relaxed, for the first time you start feeling your reality; you
come face to face with your being. When you are engaged in activity you
are so occupied that you cannot see yourself. Activity creates much
smoke around you, it raises much dust around you; hence all activity has
to be dropped, at least for a few hours per day.
That is only so in the beginning. When you
have learnt the art of being at rest you can be both active and restful
together, because then you know that rest is something so inner that it
cannot be disturbed by anything outer. The activity goes on at the
circumference and at the center you remain restful. So it is only for
beginning that activity has to be dropped for a few hours. When one has
learned the art then there is no question : for twenty-four hours a day
one can be meditative and one can continue all the activities of
ordinary life.
But remember, the key word is rest,
relaxation. Never go against rest and relaxation. Arrange your life in
such a way, drop all futile activity, because ninety per cent is futile;
it is just for killing time and remaining occupied. Do only the
essential and devote your energies more and more to the inner journey.
Then that miracle happens when you can remain at rest and in action
together, simultaneously. That is the meeting of the sacred and the
mundane, the meeting of this world and that, the meeting of materialism
and spiritualism.
From the book : What is Meditation? -
Osho
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